Lonely

I never knew it would be so tough to spend my life alone. Without friends and a boyfriend life does seem a bit more challenging. I guess i always took them for granted and never valued people enough. Now when i am here in this strange new place, where i find everybody like an alien i miss all my friends a lot. I wish i could round back the clock and go back to the place where i really belonged. The place where i always laughed and had great fun. back then i wouldn't even be having a moment to be writing all this. Loneliness has become a part of my life and this part is kept totally aloof from all other parts of my life. No one knows exactly where it stays and where it goes or why is it there and when will it go????/